I NEVER SAID I GAVE UP ORGASMS

UPDATE: DARYL & I never really broke up over Christmas...

to go back to the past, i ried college, but i dropped out to get married, cuz- really all i ever wanned to "be" was a housewife- was it ever this simple? AFTER my divorce, 5 or 6 years of me playing the rebel working single whore mom, clubbing, dive bars tho were my fav- and dated tons of losers and users, shameful deeds of sex of which i got nothing out of--

so i made a VOW OF CELIBACY IN 1999 (still hung with guys, cuz i love men, just no casual sex- i wanted and needed an emotional connection--) figured i'd die, horny.....lol

but from '99 to 2014 when the love of my life, Dare, reappeared in my life-- on our 2nd "date"- i asked him if he'd like to see my brand new queen size bed. well. he said yes. and wow THERE YA GO- what we never did in high school...- in his head, he later told me he figured we'd wait 6 months, but helll noooo - i'd waited for 15 years. LOL HOT!! being in love makes (made) all the difference)


ps remember now- i said i gave up intercourse with men (NOT ORGASMS) LOL